It's okay to pretend sometimes. Pretend you're happy. Pretend that you are okay. Pretend that you can, even though deep inside, you're shaking. We pretend because we want to be the person we aren't. We pretend because we want to think we can even if we know it's impossible.
Pretending may work well in some cases, but not all the time, like pretending to be happy with someone can only do so much. Eventually, you will get tired of all the drama, and settle for anything less than what you deserve. It's pathetic actually, you make a fool out of everyone, but you fool yourself above all.
Like a friend falling for another friend, who's taken.
Like falling for someone who is not ready for a commitment.
Like going out with someone you don't really like.
Like making love with a stranger picturing the one you love instead of her.
When we don't get what we deserve, our insecurities take over. We judge people who takes the things we want so badly for granted. We make them feel that they do not deserve the things we are not getting, yet we are not fighting badly for.
People who are insecure do this a lot. They go by the saying, "If I can't have it, no one else can". That's not even coming closer to a scratch on the surface.
Try to get me when I say, "I am not begging you to be happy for me, because me being happy for myself is more than enough. Try being happy for yourself, find contentment, and get the hell out of my case you insecure sonovabitch."
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