My dose of the World Stage

I just finished a parent meeting at Reedley for the upcoming World Stage camp in Singapore. Though I am not yet a parent, I found the talk very informative. It was about unleashing your child's potential, and I applied it to myself.

On our way home, and as I was driving my auntie's automatic car, we started talking about career options in Malaysia. She would really want me to work in Malaysia. Maybe so she'd have easy access to making more WSS videos (ahahahah!) but on top of that, I am hoping and quite sure that she sees potential in me.

Her husband works for some big time company in Malaysia, and offered to back up my application in Malaysia's biggest TV network. She told me that working abroad is like an instant promotion. And the experience is incomparable. She offered me a place to stay, and everything in it. The only person who wasn't really excited about it was me.

My sister is leaving for UK in a few days, and my mom really needs company around here, while she's getting used to the fact that there will only be three of us left. Leaving is never easy, even if it's for a good cause. Leaving, however we put it, is separation. And no one is really good at it.

Last night I went out with some friends, and a small talk about separation came up. One friend told me that I was really good at it, disconnecting from people. And that I don't really give second chances. I thought that was exaggerated. I do give second chances, but I don't voice out their first mistakes. So people will never know when they're on their second chance already or not. I'm a difficult person to deal with, nonetheless, people still want to be with me. That must mean something good, yeah?

When I disconnect with people, I end everything with them. I just don't see logic with hanging on certain things about the past. We don't bring along bad memories, we bring lessons. And that's where I'm good at. I'm a people person really, so there must be something wrong with you when I decide to disconnect. Like the maniac JC and his disturbed issues, and, uhmm., hahah! I'd mention names, but I know they read my blog. THEY need to disconnect! AHAAHHAHAAH! (bawal mag-react. GULITY! Kainis no?)

Anyway, I'll wrap up this blog with this conversation:

BOY: Ang gulo ng sitwasyon natin. Lahat magulo.

GIRL: pinapagulo mo lang ang sitwasyon.

BOY: maybe that's why wala pa akong direksyon sa buhay. Dahil sabi ni Lord, ayusin ko daw muna ang sarili ko. Ang TAYO.

GIRL: Okay. I love you.

BOY: I love you more.

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