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To dream of being or going abroad, indicates unbalance and chaos in your current situation and condition. Consequently, your dream may represent your need for a change in scenery or a desire to escape from a current situation. You need to make some drastic changes in your life. Alternatively, the dream may suggest that you need to expand your horizons or experience a new sense of spirituality.

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To dream that you went on a trip denotes that something in your waking life is not in order. Things may be a bit problematic these days for you.

To dream that you are going on a trip suggests that you crave a break from the usual, the change in scenery perhaps. You are burned-out from working too much, so much so that your unconscious is seeking time off for play and recreation.

A dream involving a long sea voyage can signal that a powerful new friendship is on the horizon. If you dream that you are in a strange country, it can mean the need for a change of scenery in your life.

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I've been having recurring dreams about going abroad and swimming in an open sea. And it kinda bothered me so I started looking it up and what you just read came up. My dreams suggest that I am craving for change, drastic ones. A change in scenery, or escape something.

I thought I was just excited for our upcoming family trip on the 24th. But this dream about me swimming in the sea was just strange. Here's how it went:

I was on a boat with a fisherman. I kept on telling him that I wanted to swim. He was insistent that I don't. He kept on saying that the water is dangerous. I didn't listen. I went deep into the water and looked up at the surface. I was staring for at least a minute. The rays of the sun passing through the waves as they shatter the surface of the water. It was beautiful, peaceful, serene. 

I wanted to stay there longer, but a call woke me up.

I really don't know what these recurring dreams meant, but I certainly agree with the interpretations that I am looking for a change. 

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Last night, I wanted to write a sorry letter to an ex girlfriend. I realized that I was not quite the perfect guy for her when we were still together. I took everything for granted. And that I was causing her pain for the longest time. My friends suggested that I don't push through with the letter, they said it wouldn't look good. And we wouldn't want to be sending wrong signals again. 

I hope she gets the chance to read this, my somewhat lame substitute to a well-deserved apology letter. I was a jerk all along. I'm not asking you to come back to me, I'm seriously happy for you. I just wanted to apologize, because I didn't deserve you then, now even more. Thank you for sticking up for me for nine months. I was intolerable, but you were a saint.

I'm glad you found your new guy! He looks awesome. I hope he'd teach me a trick or two with what he does. But yeah, that might complicate things. But I'm serious when I said I am happy for you. Glad you found someone you deserve and deserves you. 

I really learned a lot from us. And I'm using them now with my new relationships. -SHIPS. dami! But yeah, I am now careful not to make the same mistakes I did before. I don't want to hurt, make them cry....wait, now I think I'm writing a letter. An indirect one. Now I gotta stop.

So what I really wanted to say is that,

I'm sorry

I'm really happy for you. 

No I am not writing a letter to get you back. -Just so we don't send mixed signals.

No I am not writing a letter. 

And, uhmm, yeah That pretty much covers everything.

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What a random Saturday! Taping for Lucky Numbers tomorrow! I can't wait to see Eugene Domingo again!