I went to a friend's birthday party tonight and all I had was one bottle of beer, I didn't even finish it. It wasn't the beer, it was me. I am at my worst today.
Glad I was able to share a phone call with Gie this afternoon and told her about the thing that's been bothering me the entire day. I was kind of relieved for a while, but eventually after our talk, I couldn't help but feel sorry for myself in this situation.
Tanong ko sa sarili ko, how did I get here? Hindi ko maipaliwanag. Even science, I bet, couldn't.
Glad I'm going to the retreat, finally, I can be at peace with myself.
At peace nga ba talaga?---Gie.
People always see me as someone perky, happy-go-lucky, and carefree. Pero tao din lang ako, and now it's really hurting me in ways I couldn't imagine.
Beer won't do the trick this time. I really need to get that tattoo.
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