Will I get a Shaina?

Last week, I finished my Villa Estrella download and watched it. I didn't notice that the film was actually finished until I saw the end credits. Seryoso!

Most of the time, I was really watching Shaina throw her lines, get scared, and angry. But above all, I couldn't help but notice the perfect features she has. Head to toe. And I should also commend her acting, she almost got me believing that the movie was actually good. Nonetheless, she sure as hell is pretty!



I even called up my friend JC and told him about the movie, and invited him to come over to watch it again. Pero busy siya.

And so I asked myself, could I ever get a Shaina? Would I deserve a Shaina? Asa!

But the problem goes right back at me. Am I willing to work my way to deserve a Shaina? Just like anybody else, I am afraid. The risk wouldn't actually end when you get your Shaina, but keeping her with you is the real test. And based on my past experiences, that is where I'm weak at.

Should I find the person who deserves the risk, I'd gladly risk it all (through the fire...lalala. HAHA). But for now, seriously, I need the loooooong break from this gig. I'm going to save myself for the right Shaina, and hopefully when that time comes, I'll be stronger, and a whole lot better.