I’ve been doing a lot of new things lately, and most of them, I am not proud of. I checked a friend’s daily planner the other day and found that she’s been listing down all her daily expenses. I tried doing mine as well and found out that I almost spend a thousand pesos a day for almost a week. I’ve been buying stuff I don’t really need, eating at really expensive restaurants and more.
Lately I’ve been doing my laundry as well. Not my entire clothes but only my underwear and socks. It’s frustrating how difficult it is to get it cleaned and soap-free. I wonder how maids manage to do it with real clothes, like jeans and jackets!
I’ve been thinking less of myself lately, and it bothers me that I couldn’t spend much time with myself for myself. Maybe that is the reason why I easily get tired, because I never feel rested at all.
And lastly, I’ve been speaking too much English lately. It’s because of the crowd I am with definitely. I may not be proud of any of these simply because I feel different and disconnected from my previous self. But for as long as I do not see anything bad coming out of what I’ve been doing, and should I some personality development with such, I wouldn’t have any problem keeping myself this way. After all, we sometimes need a change of air every once in a while! =)
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