Not today, thank you. Bye.

I'm supposed to be at Angie's place right now, celebrating her birthday with some friends. But I'm trapped home, because of the rain.

I went to the gym for the 12noon Body Combat, but I had to call my suppliers for some technical changes brought by the CCO team. Despite my four-day advanced reservations, I had to adjust everything because of them. They took most of my equipments not because they need it more than we do, but because they have to? For that, I hate their show. Inaapektuhan ng ngarag ang relax.

I mean, why make schedules a day before the shoot? For some reason, I find it very unprofessional.

Yesterday, at around 9pm, hiningian ako ng P2 cards for today's EFP shoot na akala kong hindi na tuloy. Gulatan. Pero dahil trabaho ko ito, sige lang. Today I found out, hindi pala P2 cards ang kailangan. Nafrustrate na lang ako sa sitwasyon. Ako na lang sana ang pumunta sa EFP para wala nang ibang nadamay.

This coming week, I'll be facing another crucial decision-making. Career.

My mom offered me a job which I think pays better and demands less. Tagapagmana ng family business. Iniyak ko sa isang kaibigan last Friday ang mga nararamdaman ko tungkol dito, but it's a lopsided match before it even began. Running the family business is a win-win situation.

My mom would be very happy that I'm helping the family in more ways than just financially.

Mom could take her long overdue vacations abroad.

Someone from the family would continue the family business.

I hold my time- Sleep properly.

I am my own boss.

I can take care of myself and my mom as well.


CONS:

The job's in Lucena.

But here's the thing, my mom will be opening a branch in Laguna soon and hopefully Manila--- So there's no reason why I should fret being away from the Metro. My good friend Reynard and Tutch are also willing to lend a hand with all the renovation process, aka my new business partner/s. I'd still be working with friends, so the working environment will not undergo drastic changes.

But I cry, though I don't really love my work. Letting go of something I worked hard on is difficult, no matter how much I love or hate it.

I'll go home to Lucena this weekend to check on the family business. I'll start from there. If this is the new life waiting for me, I do hope it welcomes me with open arms and warm embraces.