My dad's frequent visit to Manila with mom gives me more time to talk with him about serious and grown-up stuffs. I remember about three days ago when we picked up Symon from his birthday party, dad and I got some 40 minute talkie. He told me about his previous jobs, experiences, etc.
I guess my being indifferent brought me closer to my dad. Had I kept my grudges, I don't think I'll see myself talking to him anytime soon. But when I decided to enter indifference, it changed everything.
The first few months of indifference was a struggle on my end. I tried to oversee his shortcomings and treat him...well, errr, indifferently. I talk to him as casual as my patience would tolerate me. But the love and respect are completely out of the question.
These past few days have been a revelation though. Me seeing my dad on a different light. Him and mom are getting along as well, and I couldn't be any more thankful for that.
Now, it is safe to say that I care about my dad again. I might not have the same respect for him as I have had before, but everything here is a working progress. I didn't see forgiveness in my heart before, but look at where I'm standing now. It all boils down to change.
Whatever change may bring, it will effect on the people around it. Good or bad, I'll be forever grateful for change, because I know everything's part of a Big Plan.
Thank you Lord!
**P.S., put Symon in next.
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