I woke up from my afternoon sleep feeling really uncomfortable. Despite the cold air conditioning and sufficient lighting, the room felt warm and gloomy.I had a dream, one you wouldn't be scared of, but something that would suck out all the happiness in you. That sort of dream.
My siblings are supposed to come visit me next week, and that thought must have been on my mind as I went to sleep. My dream pretty much did the same thing, them coming over with my mom. The scene was pretty familiar as it happened at home, but the only difference is that, we were all sad. We talk and all, we're just not that happy.
It is unusual for our family not to be happy. Despite my dad's presence, we still manage to laugh off everything that happens,, but my dream showed otherwise. Being lonely is my monster, and it scares the hell out of me.
I called my mom as soon as I woke up, checked on her, and suddenly, I felt relieved hearing her voice.
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Afternoon naps never brought me good dreams, and so does my dreams at night. This is what I am really thankful for. That my reality is finally better than my dreams. I have more reasons to live than to sleep dreaming and wondering what might have been.
Thank you Lord for a very wonderful life! You never let me down! =) I love You!
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