Nakakatakot yung mga nababasa kong article recently tungkol sa #hell, #endoftheworld, #secondcoming at kung anu-ano pa. Sabi dito sa testimony of hell (click niyo kasi link yan dun sa article), totoo daw ang hell at malapit na nga daw ang end of the world.
Habang binabasa ko yung article, puro "oo" ang sagot ng isip ko. Kung paano kinukwento ni Angelica ang itsura ng hell, ganoon din yung iniisip ko dati sa mga kwento ni mommy, tita, teacher atbp. Madaming apoy, mabaho, tinotorture yung mga tao. Kaya naman hindi ako masyado nagulat habang binabasa ko. Mas nagulat ako sa fact na nakalimutan ko na kung gaano ka-scary yung scenario sa hell. Nakakatakot kasi nalimutan ko na sa sarili ko na ayaw kong mapunta doon, at gagawin ko lahat para mapunta sa heaven. Yan yung goal ko noong bata ako, ang huwag maranasan ang apoy ng impyerno.
Ang goal ko na kasi ngayon, makahanap ng trabaho na makaka-appreciate sa talent ko.
Sabi din sa article, nasa hell daw si Pope John Paul II. Hindi daw kasi siya naniniwala sa hell noong buhay pa siya, kaya siya nilagay doon ngayon to experience it. Mas natakot ako. Kasi, wala pa ako sa kalingkingan ng kabanalan ni Pope, pero nandoon siya, nagdurusa. Kasama din daw niya si Michael Jackson at si Selena na nagmamakawang huwag daw kantahin ang mga kanta niya, dahil may sa-demonyo ito. At ang itsura pa daw niya sa hell ngayon, kumakanta habang tinotorture. Sabi kasi, kung ano daw yung huli mong ginagawa bago ka mamatay, yun ang gagawin mo sa hell for eternity. Kaya si Selena, kumakanta ng Dreaming of You doon habang tinutusok ng spear, inuu-uod at tinotorture.
Inisip ko tuloy, madaming rason para mapunta sa impyerno. And most of the people I know, doon din pupunta. Naisip ko din naman na maaaring propaganda ito ng Christians to switch sa faith nila. Kasi, sa article, galit si Lord sa mga saints, sa pari, dahil they promote idolatry. Hindi daw sila makakapagligtas ng tao, kundi Siya, Siya lang. Naniniwala naman akong Siya lang ang may kaya, but these saints will lead the people to Him, in heaven.
Ito kasi ang turo ng simbahan ko, at ito ang kinalakihan ko.
Habang naglalakad ako sa Singapore over a month ago, may lumapit sa aking Born Again. Sinabi niya na hindi daw ako makakapasok sa langit unless I get rid of my evil sins. Ito daw ay ang original sin nina Adama nd Eve na matatanggal lang kung ipapanganak akong muli. Hence, Born Again. Gusto ko talagang makapasok sa heaven, sino ba namang ayaw. Pero naiinis ako kung umaabot sa ganitong extent ang religion para impluwensiyahan ako. And it's starting to become scary.
Akala ko, sapat na yung pananampalataya ko, ang pagtatawag ko sa mga santo kapag nalalagay sa peligro. Akala ko, sapat na yung takot ko sa hell, at ang matibay kong pag-aasam sa heaven. Akala ko, ang pakikinig sa salita ng Pope ang makakapagligtas sa akin, pero kung nasa hell pala siya, kanino na ako dapat makinig? Baka ika-peligro pa ng buhay ko, este ng buhay ko sa kabilang buhay, ang pagsunod sa mga payo niya.
The end of the world is scary, and I'm no angel. I say bad things when I am mad, I do bad things everyday. But at the end of it all, I pray, apologize, give thanks, talk with Him. I don't feel guilty not going to mass every Sunday, because I have issues with priests, and the money from the mass collection. Ahahah! But I listen to Him whenever I think I need guidance. I talk to Him when I am down. I talk to Him when I am happy. It's like having a dad I never had.
I don't know whom to believe anymore. Maybe it was never about the words during the homily, because priests can only say so much. As far as I know, and as far as I will ever be, it's just Him and me until the end. I only get one shot at this life, and I won't have it any other way. I'm a Catholic, and I believe my saints. I'm a Catholic and I might not be praying everyday, but when I do, I'm pretty sure I mean it. I love my Lord, and I am sure He loves me too.
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Protestants kept saying those things and putting the scare on people... they put the Bible's words literally on just about anything but why can they not accept certain things the Catholics are doing? like the Eucharist for instance He said "do this in memory of me" and that what we receive are "my body and blood" but they say it's symbolic... and why can't they cut off their tongue and their hands if it causes them to sin? The mere fact that they speak ill against the Pope or for other people for that matter are even worse than the Pope's call to prayer, dialogue and peace. who then is evil? Catholics are not idolaters if they know their devotions would lead them to Christs... We have saints because they live exemplary Christian lives that they reflect Christ's image just as it is written in the book of Matthew "let your light so shine before men that they may see your good deeds and praise your Father in heaven"... and how can they be so selfish claiming they are the only Christians? there are several protestant denominations so not all of them are the same Christians? but we call ourselves Christians because we believe in Christ therefore, we identify ourselves to Him that's why we belong to Him and don on us the name Christ-ian... besides the Catholic church has been existing for the longest time and just as Christ promised... the gates of heaven shall not prevail against it therefore it lasted this long from the time he established the Church... like the days of old the Church is holy but not without sinners the apostles were sinners, tax collectors but still the Church existed and survived the length of time the rest were just residues of the Catholic faith... Check out the book Rome Sweet Home a book written by two converts. I believe in the mercy and love of God it extends to the foot of the Cross that dying he destroyed death and saved us all... What's the purpose of His death and that sacrificial act if not to pardon our sins and pay our debts? That's how big his mercy is and that's how much He loved us, sinners. Even protestants are sinners in their own way... Who hasn't sinned? And I dare you to cast the first stone.. I believe John Paul is in heaven and whatever that lady concluded are because of her biases and her ways to get more members to her religion and I suggest that before she say anything against us catholic-CHRISTIANS, she better retrace her steps and she might just find her way back home.
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Protestants kept saying those things and putting the scare on people... they put the Bible's words literally on just about anything but why can they not accept certain things the Catholics are doing? like the Eucharist for instance He said "do this in memory of me" and that what we receive are "my body and blood" but they say it's symbolic... and why can't they cut off their tongue and their hands if it causes them to sin? The mere fact that they speak ill against the Pope or for other people for that matter are even worse than the Pope's call to prayer, dialogue and peace. who then is evil? Catholics are not idolaters if they know their devotions would lead them to Christs... We have saints because they live exemplary Christian lives that they reflect Christ's image just as it is written in the book of Matthew "let your light so shine before men that they may see your good deeds and praise your Father in heaven"... and how can they be so selfish claiming they are the only Christians? there are several protestant denominations so not all of them are the same Christians? but we call ourselves Christians because we believe in Christ therefore, we identify ourselves to Him that's why we belong to Him and don on us the name Christ-ian... besides the Catholic church has been existing for the longest time and just as Christ promised... the gates of heaven shall not prevail against it therefore it lasted this long from the time he established the Church... like the days of old the Church is holy but not without sinners the apostles were sinners, tax collectors but still the Church existed and survived the length of time the rest were just residues of the Catholic faith... Check out the book Rome Sweet Home a book written by two converts. I believe in the mercy and love of God it extends to the foot of the Cross that dying he destroyed death and saved us all... What's the purpose of His death and that sacrificial act if not to pardon our sins and pay our debts? That's how big his mercy is and that's how much He loved us, sinners. Even protestants are sinners in their own way... Who hasn't sinned? And I dare you to cast the first stone.. I believe John Paul is in heaven and whatever that lady concluded are because of her biases and her ways to get more members to her religion and I suggest that before she say anything against us catholic-CHRISTIANS, she better retrace her steps and she might just find her way back home.
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