In the midst of playing Cafe World and watching the Lord of the Rings for the first time, a thought came upon me.
What do I want now?
On top of my head, I seriously want to go back to Manila. Other than that, all else is uncertain.
Going home where everything seems stagnant makes me stow away from what I thought were my goals back in Manila. It's different here when everybody else thinks you are this much, when in reality, you are only this enough. And people here would not understand your satisfaction. Ironically, they do not even get to half the satisfaction I have of myself. Sad.
Napagod ako.
And there's this friend who's been nagging me about editing a video for her months ago. And she's demanding it anytime this week. So goodluck with my grand Manila welcome anytime soon. I'm sure it wouldn't be grand like I hoped it would be.
New thesis coming along, enrollment for my irregular subject, and this friend with the favor.
And I thought sembreak was supposed to be fun.
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