Pagkagising ko, naabutan ko si Inday na nagliligpit ng breakfast table. Nakita niya akong pababa ng hagdanan, nag-iba ang kulay ng mukha niya.
“Kuya, may kasalanan ako sa iyo.”
“Ha? (bagong gising) Malaki?”
“Oo, hindi ko nga alam kung paano sasabihin eh.”
(Galit dahil bagong gising) “Eh paano ko malalaman kung hindi mo sasabihin?”
“Uhmm, yung wallet mo kasi…”
“O?”
“Nalabahan ko.”
“Yung wallet ko?”
“Nalabahan ko.”
Yung wallet ko nga?”
“Oo.”
“Paano?”
“Hindi mo kasi inalis sa pantaloon mo eh. Buti nga, hindi ko pa na-washing (machine) eh.”
“Ah, akala ko naman kung ano na.”
“Check mo sa labas, pinapatuyo ko na yung mga laman ng wallet mo.”
*license
*ATMs
*Brochure ng Night Princess (Malate)
*Index Card sa Media Law
*Movie Tickets ng Alice in Wonderland at Book of Eli
*Ticket ng Avenue Q
*Receipts
*Certificate nung car
*Train ticket from Japan
*Graduation pin from RED Images
*Fitness First ID
*Pictures with MP, Foursome, DCATCH
Oh Inday, why did you have to be so clean?
Saturday, March 27, 2010
Friday, March 26, 2010
The Pasong Tamo experience
As I was driving with Chuch, Gie Audz and Chi from BJ's house in Cavite, I found myself being halted by an MMDA officer. The place is Pasong Tamo, twenty minutes away from UST.
I stopped the car at about 4 meters away from the officer. When I opened the window, the officer welcomed me with:
"Sir, violation po tayo."
"Pakiexplain." I was getting mad because of one reason and one reason alone. I do not have a single cent inside my wallet, and I couldn't possibly buy off this officer.
"Sir, kasi po nasa left lane tayo, tapos bigla po tayong nagswerve sa right."
"Nag signal naman ako before I turned right, diba?"
"Sir, violation pa din po yun. ID na lang po."
"Teka, I did the right thing, nagsignal ako before I turned right. Bakit mo ako hihingian ng ID?"
"Sir, ID po."
I took my license from my wallet and hesitantly gave it to the arrogant police officer.
He called another officer, now a woman.
"Naghahanap daw ng light."
I interrupted. "Nagsignal sa right."
Woman officer: "Sir, violation po yung ginawa ninyo." Then she explained it again to me.
"Pero nagsignal ako ng pa-kanan. So you can't give me a ticket."
Adrenaline enters.
"Sir, madami pong naaaksidente kapag nag swerving eh."
"I know, kaya nga before I made a turn, nagsignal ako diba?"
Now the woman officer starts writing the ticket.
"Ma'am, stop writing. You can't do that."
She continues writing.
"There were two cars ahead of me that did the exact same thing I did, bakit hindi ninyo sila hinuli?!"
Male Officer: "Sir, hindi naman po namin pwedeng hulihin lahat."
"Precisely my point! (To the woman) Ma'am, are you listening?! You can't do that! I followed rules, they didn't"
The woman still continues writing.
"Ma'am, are you listening?! Ma'am, listen to me. You're not listening ma'am. Ma'am?! What's you surname?"
She then replied in a rather stuttering voice.
"Uhm, I..I'll....just give you a warning."
" A what? A warning?! You can't..." Before I could finish, the male officer interrupted.
"Sir, tama na po, baka dumagdag pa po yung violation ninyo."
"Sorry."
Then the woman officer returned my license and I was back on the road in no time.
This wasn't my first time getting caught by an MMDA officer, but this was the first time I went this far just to get away with trouble. Until now, I couldn't believe I got away with what I did just by arguing my point. And frankly, it felt great.
Back inside the car.
Me: "Put&@#$&!!! Ginawa ko yon!?"
The girls with me all screamed with glee.
Audz: Alam mo yung sorry mo na para lang matapos na pero hindi pa din ikaw yung mali?"
Chuch: "Umeenglish ka pa eh!"
Gie: Sabi ko na acting lang yun eh! Waaah!"
But for the record, it wasn't all acting. I was really angry and scared and nervous altogether. Now you see what having no money at all can do to me. So please, don't let me go poor, aawayin ko talaga ang buong mundo!
I stopped the car at about 4 meters away from the officer. When I opened the window, the officer welcomed me with:
"Sir, violation po tayo."
"Pakiexplain." I was getting mad because of one reason and one reason alone. I do not have a single cent inside my wallet, and I couldn't possibly buy off this officer.
"Sir, kasi po nasa left lane tayo, tapos bigla po tayong nagswerve sa right."
"Nag signal naman ako before I turned right, diba?"
"Sir, violation pa din po yun. ID na lang po."
"Teka, I did the right thing, nagsignal ako before I turned right. Bakit mo ako hihingian ng ID?"
"Sir, ID po."
I took my license from my wallet and hesitantly gave it to the arrogant police officer.
He called another officer, now a woman.
"Naghahanap daw ng light."
I interrupted. "Nagsignal sa right."
Woman officer: "Sir, violation po yung ginawa ninyo." Then she explained it again to me.
"Pero nagsignal ako ng pa-kanan. So you can't give me a ticket."
Adrenaline enters.
"Sir, madami pong naaaksidente kapag nag swerving eh."
"I know, kaya nga before I made a turn, nagsignal ako diba?"
Now the woman officer starts writing the ticket.
"Ma'am, stop writing. You can't do that."
She continues writing.
"There were two cars ahead of me that did the exact same thing I did, bakit hindi ninyo sila hinuli?!"
Male Officer: "Sir, hindi naman po namin pwedeng hulihin lahat."
"Precisely my point! (To the woman) Ma'am, are you listening?! You can't do that! I followed rules, they didn't"
The woman still continues writing.
"Ma'am, are you listening?! Ma'am, listen to me. You're not listening ma'am. Ma'am?! What's you surname?"
She then replied in a rather stuttering voice.
"Uhm, I..I'll....just give you a warning."
" A what? A warning?! You can't..." Before I could finish, the male officer interrupted.
"Sir, tama na po, baka dumagdag pa po yung violation ninyo."
"Sorry."
Then the woman officer returned my license and I was back on the road in no time.
This wasn't my first time getting caught by an MMDA officer, but this was the first time I went this far just to get away with trouble. Until now, I couldn't believe I got away with what I did just by arguing my point. And frankly, it felt great.
Back inside the car.
Me: "Put&@#$&!!! Ginawa ko yon!?"
The girls with me all screamed with glee.
Audz: Alam mo yung sorry mo na para lang matapos na pero hindi pa din ikaw yung mali?"
Chuch: "Umeenglish ka pa eh!"
Gie: Sabi ko na acting lang yun eh! Waaah!"
But for the record, it wasn't all acting. I was really angry and scared and nervous altogether. Now you see what having no money at all can do to me. So please, don't let me go poor, aawayin ko talaga ang buong mundo!
Wednesday, March 24, 2010
Yesterday was grad clothes hunting day at Greenbelt. My good friend PA accompanied me the entire afternoon looking for the perfect grad attire. I also bought shoes to go with my polo.
Pagpasok ko sa shop, I asked for "LARGE" in every design I picked. When I tried them on, pota, sikip. I had to go with "XL" kahit labag sa kalooban ko. Though it didn't alarm me much, knowing an laki ko na. I would still go to the gym and workout until I reach the abs na six years in the making. Three weeks to Bora, kaya mo yan Wado!
Monday, March 22, 2010
naghahanap ako ng gwapo
My uncle died last week, and our family went there for his burial.
My sister went a day ahead of us because of work, and chose to attend the wake than the burial instead. Anyway, when my sister arrived in Laguna, I received a text message form her.
"What if dad introduced our half sibs? What would you do?"
I've always known that our half siblings live in Batangas, but I never expected them to be close with my dad's family. Not in the sense where they'd be attending my uncle's wake. For a moment, I became jealous. But then again I thought, my dad doesn't deserve my special attention, nor should I work hard for it.
Anyway, my conversation with my sister went on. She said than my half brother was handsome, and frankly, she said, he looks better than me. Honestly, this did bother me.
The following day, I was so certain I'd meet him. So I dressed up well, put on my best perfume and set my mode on a more competitive note. I was never into sibling rivalry, not like this. I told myself, "pota, makikipagyabangan ako."
I always thought I was on the winning end, legal family, well-off and all. Pero I still think life without my dad would have been better. That if my father chose them (the other) over our family, we would have made more money, become more successful. Personally, I'd become more determined to strive harder and do well in life, because I have a lot of things to prove yet.
But that's that. He didn't show up at the burial. Every good-looking guy that I see during the burial, I examine head to toe, expecting it'd be him, my half brother. But I failed. I guess this isn't the right time.
I'd still be waiting to meet my half brother. And what will I do when I meet him, I don't know yet. I'm still afraid, but the thought of not meeting him scares me more. Acceptance puts an end to all negative things, to those which we do not understand.
My mom meeting him made her sad by the way. Glad graduation's coming along just fine. Now where could I get those beautiful flowers for my mom?
My sister went a day ahead of us because of work, and chose to attend the wake than the burial instead. Anyway, when my sister arrived in Laguna, I received a text message form her.
"What if dad introduced our half sibs? What would you do?"
I've always known that our half siblings live in Batangas, but I never expected them to be close with my dad's family. Not in the sense where they'd be attending my uncle's wake. For a moment, I became jealous. But then again I thought, my dad doesn't deserve my special attention, nor should I work hard for it.
Anyway, my conversation with my sister went on. She said than my half brother was handsome, and frankly, she said, he looks better than me. Honestly, this did bother me.
The following day, I was so certain I'd meet him. So I dressed up well, put on my best perfume and set my mode on a more competitive note. I was never into sibling rivalry, not like this. I told myself, "pota, makikipagyabangan ako."
I always thought I was on the winning end, legal family, well-off and all. Pero I still think life without my dad would have been better. That if my father chose them (the other) over our family, we would have made more money, become more successful. Personally, I'd become more determined to strive harder and do well in life, because I have a lot of things to prove yet.
But that's that. He didn't show up at the burial. Every good-looking guy that I see during the burial, I examine head to toe, expecting it'd be him, my half brother. But I failed. I guess this isn't the right time.
I'd still be waiting to meet my half brother. And what will I do when I meet him, I don't know yet. I'm still afraid, but the thought of not meeting him scares me more. Acceptance puts an end to all negative things, to those which we do not understand.
My mom meeting him made her sad by the way. Glad graduation's coming along just fine. Now where could I get those beautiful flowers for my mom?
Wednesday, March 17, 2010
Changes- 3doorsdown
I'm not suposed to be scared of anything, but I don't know where I am
I wish that I could move but I'm exhausted and nobody understands (how I feel)
I'm trying hard to breathe now but there's no air in my lungs
There's no one here to talk to and the pain inside is making me numb
I try to hold this Under control
They can't help me 'Cause no one knows
Now I'm going through changes, changes
God, I feel so frustrated lately
When I get suffocated, save me
Now I'm going through changes, changes
I'm feeling weak and weary walking through this world alone
Everything you say, every word of it, cuts me to the bone
I've got something to say, but now I've got no where to turn
It feels like I've been buried underneath all the weight of the world
I try to hold this Under control
They can't help me 'Cause no one knows
Now I'm going through changes, changes
God, I feel so frustrated lately
When I get suffocated, save me
Now I'm going through changes, changes
I'm blind and shakin'
Bound and breaking
I hope I make it through all these changes
Now I'm going through changes, changes
God, I feel so frustrated lately
When I get suffocated, save me
Now I'm falling apart, now I feel it
But I'm going through changes, changes
God, I feel so frustrated lately
And I get suffocated, I hate this
But I'm going through changes, changes
I wish that I could move but I'm exhausted and nobody understands (how I feel)
I'm trying hard to breathe now but there's no air in my lungs
There's no one here to talk to and the pain inside is making me numb
I try to hold this Under control
They can't help me 'Cause no one knows
Now I'm going through changes, changes
God, I feel so frustrated lately
When I get suffocated, save me
Now I'm going through changes, changes
I'm feeling weak and weary walking through this world alone
Everything you say, every word of it, cuts me to the bone
I've got something to say, but now I've got no where to turn
It feels like I've been buried underneath all the weight of the world
I try to hold this Under control
They can't help me 'Cause no one knows
Now I'm going through changes, changes
God, I feel so frustrated lately
When I get suffocated, save me
Now I'm going through changes, changes
I'm blind and shakin'
Bound and breaking
I hope I make it through all these changes
Now I'm going through changes, changes
God, I feel so frustrated lately
When I get suffocated, save me
Now I'm falling apart, now I feel it
But I'm going through changes, changes
God, I feel so frustrated lately
And I get suffocated, I hate this
But I'm going through changes, changes
Saturday
My tito passed away two days ago.
He's been confined for several weeks, the doctors said it was a losing battle.
He's the most responsible among my father's siblings, and the most successful one too.
He's leaving behind really young children, I hope they could get through this.
I hope my family does.
Thanks for the good memories uncle Ruben. We will miss you.
He's been confined for several weeks, the doctors said it was a losing battle.
He's the most responsible among my father's siblings, and the most successful one too.
He's leaving behind really young children, I hope they could get through this.
I hope my family does.
Thanks for the good memories uncle Ruben. We will miss you.
Friday, March 12, 2010
Releasing Pains
I miss the times when I would just sit down, watch people pass me by, and make up stories of them.
I miss walking long unaware-of-time walks alone.
I miss the beach and being with someone special.
I miss good vibes that demand nothing in return.
I miss buying stuffs for myself and not for other people.
I miss making new friends.
I miss my friends.
I'm running out of good people.
I have to do this, because the pain is becoming unreal.
What is hurting me? It's these little things that I'm laughing at right now.
*Last week, my lit prof told me that I'm not officially enrolled in her class, after an entire semester of on-time paperworks and perfect attendance, she tells me this. I became afraid of not being able to graduate because of one subject, an issue which some of my blockmates are experiencing, so goes with my best friend. Glad to share that before I left for the retreat, I was able to fix the "encoding issue" of the UST accounting office, and I am now in perfect fit for graduation.
*I thought I lost the very expensive energy bracelet my mom got me last year. After the lost laptop incident I had not so long ago, I became really afraid of losing something expensive, again. Good thing my new yaya found it in the laundry basket with the other dirty clothes. It must've slipped when I was changing clothes. Whatever the cause, I'm just happy I found it. I wouldn't have to deal with "telling my mom I lost something rally expensive and promise to pay for it but don't know how" phase.
*I ams till frustrated with the nomination-less film we made for the CASA film festival. I still believe that what we produced was better than some of those who got nominated. I am satisfied with the list of winners to be honest, in fact I was expecting they'd win from the start, it's the nomination that bothered me. At least the audience did not fail us when they told me Oyayi was great, we eventually got the Audience choice for Best Picture award. I'm now excited to work with my TOMCAT friends on this short film project.
*My tooth's aching again. If there's one thing I don't want messed up, it's my teeth. I judge people on their oral hygiene. I will definitely fall for you if your teeth are perfect, LIKE POPPY!!!!!!!!! GAHD! That kid has got the most perfect set of teeth in the entire world! Anyway, I still couldn't find the time to visit my dentist, I will do soon, I just have to finish up things from here and there.
*I sprained my arm not so long ago, and it pains me not being able to compete in the Goodwill Games. In fact, not competing is more painful than hurting my arm. I really felt bad. Good thing people were there to help me.
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Now I have all the time I need.
*I was able to take Bali to the dog salon early this morning.
*I am now writing long blogs again, not the fragmented-poem-wannabe ones I've been making for the past two weeks.
*I am partying with my good friends again. In fact, I had fun at Poch's birthday celebration last night. Drinking beer felt good once again.
*I'll be meeting P.A. tomorrow to see the pyrolympics at MOA. I miss hanging out with this guy, we are both in control of time whenever we're together.
*I got a call from my mom this morning. "Gusto mong mag Beijing sa bakasyon?" I knew there was a reason why God didn't allow my Thailand trip to push thru, because I'm going to China for free!!! Sana matuloy. =) And I'm meeting all of the Chinese friends I made during DCATCH in Japan and thailand. I will meet up with them, ALL of them! Wahahahahh!
*I'm earning money again. Glad to have finally rested from my spending spree whenever I am with the Awesome Foursome. May perks din pala kapag hindi kayo nagpapansinan. Ahahah! But last night, we surprised Miko for his birthday. We caught him drunk at home, sayang. But we had fun getting cakes from Mozu, getting lost in Pasig, and driving home at 5 in the morning. It was a surprise night indeed, kahit ako, nasurprise. Fun night!
-----
It feels good when you have friends who listen.
I feel like I'm running out of good people in my life.
I am holding on to the last string.
I am praying again. =)
I will go to the beach soon.
Now that I'm starting to have you again, I won't let go this time.
I miss walking long unaware-of-time walks alone.
I miss the beach and being with someone special.
I miss good vibes that demand nothing in return.
I miss buying stuffs for myself and not for other people.
I miss making new friends.
I miss my friends.
I'm running out of good people.
I have to do this, because the pain is becoming unreal.
What is hurting me? It's these little things that I'm laughing at right now.
*Last week, my lit prof told me that I'm not officially enrolled in her class, after an entire semester of on-time paperworks and perfect attendance, she tells me this. I became afraid of not being able to graduate because of one subject, an issue which some of my blockmates are experiencing, so goes with my best friend. Glad to share that before I left for the retreat, I was able to fix the "encoding issue" of the UST accounting office, and I am now in perfect fit for graduation.
*I thought I lost the very expensive energy bracelet my mom got me last year. After the lost laptop incident I had not so long ago, I became really afraid of losing something expensive, again. Good thing my new yaya found it in the laundry basket with the other dirty clothes. It must've slipped when I was changing clothes. Whatever the cause, I'm just happy I found it. I wouldn't have to deal with "telling my mom I lost something rally expensive and promise to pay for it but don't know how" phase.
*I ams till frustrated with the nomination-less film we made for the CASA film festival. I still believe that what we produced was better than some of those who got nominated. I am satisfied with the list of winners to be honest, in fact I was expecting they'd win from the start, it's the nomination that bothered me. At least the audience did not fail us when they told me Oyayi was great, we eventually got the Audience choice for Best Picture award. I'm now excited to work with my TOMCAT friends on this short film project.
*My tooth's aching again. If there's one thing I don't want messed up, it's my teeth. I judge people on their oral hygiene. I will definitely fall for you if your teeth are perfect, LIKE POPPY!!!!!!!!! GAHD! That kid has got the most perfect set of teeth in the entire world! Anyway, I still couldn't find the time to visit my dentist, I will do soon, I just have to finish up things from here and there.
*I sprained my arm not so long ago, and it pains me not being able to compete in the Goodwill Games. In fact, not competing is more painful than hurting my arm. I really felt bad. Good thing people were there to help me.
__
Now I have all the time I need.
*I was able to take Bali to the dog salon early this morning.
*I am now writing long blogs again, not the fragmented-poem-wannabe ones I've been making for the past two weeks.
*I am partying with my good friends again. In fact, I had fun at Poch's birthday celebration last night. Drinking beer felt good once again.
*I'll be meeting P.A. tomorrow to see the pyrolympics at MOA. I miss hanging out with this guy, we are both in control of time whenever we're together.
*I got a call from my mom this morning. "Gusto mong mag Beijing sa bakasyon?" I knew there was a reason why God didn't allow my Thailand trip to push thru, because I'm going to China for free!!! Sana matuloy. =) And I'm meeting all of the Chinese friends I made during DCATCH in Japan and thailand. I will meet up with them, ALL of them! Wahahahahh!
*I'm earning money again. Glad to have finally rested from my spending spree whenever I am with the Awesome Foursome. May perks din pala kapag hindi kayo nagpapansinan. Ahahah! But last night, we surprised Miko for his birthday. We caught him drunk at home, sayang. But we had fun getting cakes from Mozu, getting lost in Pasig, and driving home at 5 in the morning. It was a surprise night indeed, kahit ako, nasurprise. Fun night!
-----
It feels good when you have friends who listen.
I feel like I'm running out of good people in my life.
I am holding on to the last string.
I am praying again. =)
I will go to the beach soon.
Now that I'm starting to have you again, I won't let go this time.
A lot can happen in three days
A lot can happen in three days----That's what I told Gie over the phone four days ago, before our retreat at Caleruega. And true enough, a lot happened in three days.
I was able to reconcile two friends that used to be a couple-turned enemies-now good friends again. I realized how much I'm gonna miss college. Going to school has become a routine for me, it's difficult to get it out of my system.
I got to know secrets about new and old people as well, and not specifically the ones present during the retreat. I discovered the friends worth keeping for the real world, and the ones which are only good for college. I'd like to make myself believe that I'm surrounded by good people, and I hope one incident wouldn't change that perspective.
In three days, I felt loved, deceived, satisfied, happy, forgiven, appreciated and new all over again. I'd like to believe that everything happens for a reason, and I'm keeping my fingers crossed about this incident that caught me off-guard.
I thank God for a lot of things, for my friends, family, and the fact that I'm finally graduating. As I face a new world, I hope my list of thank-you's wouldn't end.
Finally, I'm going for it. Tomorrow, is the day. Wish me luck! =)
I was able to reconcile two friends that used to be a couple-turned enemies-now good friends again. I realized how much I'm gonna miss college. Going to school has become a routine for me, it's difficult to get it out of my system.
I got to know secrets about new and old people as well, and not specifically the ones present during the retreat. I discovered the friends worth keeping for the real world, and the ones which are only good for college. I'd like to make myself believe that I'm surrounded by good people, and I hope one incident wouldn't change that perspective.
In three days, I felt loved, deceived, satisfied, happy, forgiven, appreciated and new all over again. I'd like to believe that everything happens for a reason, and I'm keeping my fingers crossed about this incident that caught me off-guard.
I thank God for a lot of things, for my friends, family, and the fact that I'm finally graduating. As I face a new world, I hope my list of thank-you's wouldn't end.
Finally, I'm going for it. Tomorrow, is the day. Wish me luck! =)
Sunday, March 7, 2010
Isang bote ng beer
I went to a friend's birthday party tonight and all I had was one bottle of beer, I didn't even finish it. It wasn't the beer, it was me. I am at my worst today.
Glad I was able to share a phone call with Gie this afternoon and told her about the thing that's been bothering me the entire day. I was kind of relieved for a while, but eventually after our talk, I couldn't help but feel sorry for myself in this situation.
Tanong ko sa sarili ko, how did I get here? Hindi ko maipaliwanag. Even science, I bet, couldn't.
Glad I'm going to the retreat, finally, I can be at peace with myself.
At peace nga ba talaga?---Gie.
People always see me as someone perky, happy-go-lucky, and carefree. Pero tao din lang ako, and now it's really hurting me in ways I couldn't imagine.
Beer won't do the trick this time. I really need to get that tattoo.
Glad I was able to share a phone call with Gie this afternoon and told her about the thing that's been bothering me the entire day. I was kind of relieved for a while, but eventually after our talk, I couldn't help but feel sorry for myself in this situation.
Tanong ko sa sarili ko, how did I get here? Hindi ko maipaliwanag. Even science, I bet, couldn't.
Glad I'm going to the retreat, finally, I can be at peace with myself.
At peace nga ba talaga?---Gie.
People always see me as someone perky, happy-go-lucky, and carefree. Pero tao din lang ako, and now it's really hurting me in ways I couldn't imagine.
Beer won't do the trick this time. I really need to get that tattoo.
Saturday, March 6, 2010
My mom to the rescue
My mom's coming home today with a new yaya. Salamat po!!!!!!!!!!!
For two months, we've been struggling at home just me and my siblings doing chores, washing clothes, making the bed, and cleaning our rooms. That took a month of adjustment before we got used to it.
It's a good thing you know, getting my attention diverted to something else.
And hey, Bali's coming home today as well. Darn i really missed that cute dog!!! I can't wait to cuddle and goof around with her again!
Here's what I have to do today:
Finish my let paper and study for the taxation final exams tomorrow. hey, I gotta hit the gym as well. =)
For a moment there, i almost stopped thinking about you. =) Yay!
For two months, we've been struggling at home just me and my siblings doing chores, washing clothes, making the bed, and cleaning our rooms. That took a month of adjustment before we got used to it.
It's a good thing you know, getting my attention diverted to something else.
And hey, Bali's coming home today as well. Darn i really missed that cute dog!!! I can't wait to cuddle and goof around with her again!
Here's what I have to do today:
Finish my let paper and study for the taxation final exams tomorrow. hey, I gotta hit the gym as well. =)
For a moment there, i almost stopped thinking about you. =) Yay!
Tuesday, March 2, 2010
Manong Lito
Hindi ko na po alam kung paano ang tama. Nakakatakot po kasi ang daming humihingi sa akin ng payo, nagkukwento, humihingi ng opinyon at marami pang iba. Minsan, naisip kong manahimik na lang. Natatakot din kasi ako, dahil kahit sa sarili ko, alam kong may mga problema din akong kahit alam ko na naman ang tamang sagot, hindi ko pa din ginagawan ng aksyon. Therefore, sino ba naman ako para magbigay ng payo? Tarantado ko.
Manong Lito, pwede po bang iwan mo muna ako kahit sandali lang? Gusto ko pong mapag-isa. Ang dami ko pa po kasing dapat gawin sa school, tulad ng Mediacomm, Broadjourn, DevComm na hindi ko alam kung paano at saan ko isisingit ang photoshoot na gusto niya, anjan ang lit finals, ang film finals na isang theater play. Nanlalambot na po ako manong, sobra.
Next week nga po, may retreat kami sa Tagaytay, hindi ko alam kung dapat pa ba akong sumama. Mas madami kasi akong magagawa kapag hindi na lang ako tumuloy. Ewan ko talaga manong, baka pagod lang ako ngayon kaya ganito ako mag-isip. Sana bukas hindi na, medyo namimiss ko yung optimist na ako eh. Pag nakita ninyo siya, pasabi na lang ha?
Hanggang dito na lang po muna siguro Manong, may rehearsals pa kami ng play eh. Ang usapan 8:00am, dumating ako on time, tapos 8:15 magtetext na 9:30 na lang daw dahil may problema sa bahay. Bullshit, sana hindi na lang ako nagmadali, birthday pa naman ng ate ko.
Manong Lito, pwede po bang iwan mo muna ako kahit sandali lang? Gusto ko pong mapag-isa. Ang dami ko pa po kasing dapat gawin sa school, tulad ng Mediacomm, Broadjourn, DevComm na hindi ko alam kung paano at saan ko isisingit ang photoshoot na gusto niya, anjan ang lit finals, ang film finals na isang theater play. Nanlalambot na po ako manong, sobra.
Next week nga po, may retreat kami sa Tagaytay, hindi ko alam kung dapat pa ba akong sumama. Mas madami kasi akong magagawa kapag hindi na lang ako tumuloy. Ewan ko talaga manong, baka pagod lang ako ngayon kaya ganito ako mag-isip. Sana bukas hindi na, medyo namimiss ko yung optimist na ako eh. Pag nakita ninyo siya, pasabi na lang ha?
Hanggang dito na lang po muna siguro Manong, may rehearsals pa kami ng play eh. Ang usapan 8:00am, dumating ako on time, tapos 8:15 magtetext na 9:30 na lang daw dahil may problema sa bahay. Bullshit, sana hindi na lang ako nagmadali, birthday pa naman ng ate ko.
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